Friday, May 15, 2009

Moses

I just finished a study of the life of Moses I started last fall with BSF. The study went through Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers & Deuteronomy. It was the first time I had read a lot of those books & I learned a LOT. One thing I've learned is that I need to be more intentional about recording the things God is teaching me & the work he is doing in my life. Like the Israelites, I so easily forget the things God has done for me. I forget how faithful He is & the countless ways He blesses my life each and every day. I figured this is a good place to record this kind of stuff, so here we go... Moses had a hard life. I know, duh. But when you look at him as a leader & how much he went through with the Israelites(who seem to be slow learners, like myself), you start to wonder how he was so patient. After 9 months of walking his journey through the scriptures I think the thing that struck me most was the end of it all. Moses spent much of his life teaching & leading the Israelites. He devoted everything to this calling. So when you get close to the end of Deuteronomy when Moses is coming to the end of his long journey, God basically tells him that the Israelites are going to turn away from God (again) once Moses is gone. Reading that made me hurt for the poor guy. I thought - what the heck? He spent his whole life leading these people & basically he gets nothing for it??? Did he ever wonder if his whole life was futile? He didn't get to enter the promised land, & he didn't even get the satisfaction of knowing that everything was going to be ok with these people that he had investing in for so many years. I really wanted some sort of glorious ending for him. But God knew better. And I bet Moses did too. In Deuteronomy 34 Moses dies, and in verse 10, God put it all in perspective for me: "Since then, no prophet has risen in Israel like Moses, whom the Lord knew face to face." Face to face. Can you imagine that kind of closeness with God? Moses may not have gotten a bunch of earthly rewards - pats on the back, thank you cards, or even the satisfaction of " a successful ministry" all the time - but He got to know God face to face. He got to walk and talk with the creator of everything, the Alpha and Omega, the one and only God. Is there anything better than that?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Totally true!
I think being on the edge of the Promised Land knowing the Israelites finally made it was probably more rewarding than entering and having to experience their disobedience... He spent a long time trying to get them there. At least he knew they'd enter... w/Joshua

Thanks for sharing. I need to do my BSF lesson...

Megan said...

Logan and I were talking this week about how much Moses loved those people, and how much he fought for them, even though they didn't treat him very well. We also talked about how it seems so "unfair" that he didn't get to go into the Promised Land. BUT, he got such a close relationship with God that it's hard to even talk about "fair". Our little brains can't understand God's big ways...but can you imagine seeing Him? Talking to Him? It must have been amazing.

Thanks for posting this. Love you.