Showing posts with label school. Show all posts
Showing posts with label school. Show all posts

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Saying Goodbye Part 1

Sooooo... I have 3 parts to this in my head. However, part 2 & 3 may never actually get written down, so...yeah.

I am usually thrilled about the end of school, but I dreaded this year coming to an end. I've loved every class of kids I've ever had - they've all taught me unique lessons, challenged me, & grown me as an educator & human being. It's funny how every class has its own dynamics & personality. With some groups it takes me a while to get to know them, others take a while to trust me, etc.. They're just all different.

Well, this year's group was just plain awesome. Hyper? Yep. Loud? You bet. Boring? Heck no! We literally clicked the first day of school & I loved every moment with them - even if they did try to drive me crazy sometimes. Actually, one of the toughest parts of managing this class was keeping a straight face.

Being a relator, I thrive on meaningful relationships. The down side of that for a teacher? Well, you spend a year pouring your heart out, building trust, forming relationships, and then... you say goodbye. It sucks. It sucks walking my kids out on the last day of school & knowing there are some I will never see again. Knowing that they are heading off to the big bad world of middle school & beyond, & some of them are going to slip & fall. Some of them are going to mess up, fail, get into trouble, have their hearts broken, end up in bad situations. And there's nothing I can do about it. I had my time, I said my peace, I taught all I could, and now I have to let go. I have to do the only thing I can do: have the faith to entrust them to an omniscient God. The God who made them, who knows them, & who loves them more than they could possibly understand. I have to trust my God to put the right people in their lives, provide for their needs, open their eyes to his unconditional love, & pick them up when they fall.

I also have to trust God to heal the hole in my heart & hear my prayers. The memories will fade, but I will never stop caring about my kids & I will never stop praying for them - trusting that God can do more with a simple prayer than anything I could do in a lifetime.

In the end I find myself thankful for the small role I've gotten to play in their lives - for the seeds I've planted, & I find hope in Paul's words in 1 Corinthians 3:

What, after all, is Apollos? And what is Paul? Only servants, through whom you came to believe—as the Lord has assigned to each his task. I planted the seed, Apollos watered it, but God made it grow. So neither he who plants nor he who waters is anything, but only God, who makes things grow.

Friday, May 28, 2010

Thank you, BES!

My BES family gave us a baby shower this week & as always I felt incredibly loved & supported by my sweet coworkers! Here's the cake! I'm pretty sure it's the coolest cake I've ever seen! :)

Punch! There may have been some jokes about the ducks drowning...but I think they all made it.A diaper 'cake' made by my teammate! Adorable! :)Baby clothes! I like this one because it has little monsters on it who seem to be destroying a city, or at least cars & stuff. I find that amusing. Oh yeah, I almost forgot my favorite moment: Some of the other outfits had long pants with snaps for diaper changing. John's reaction when he noticed the snaps: "Ha ha! That one has tear-away pants!" Did I mention he's never changed a diaper before? ;o)

Lastly, I already posted a pic of the room decor & bedding we picked out, but thanks to the generosity of everyone at school, we were able to go home & order the bedding & many of the other items in this picture. Our little man is going to have such a cool room - I can't wait to get started - in fact that's on the agenda for next week!Thank you again to my BES family! I am so thankful to go to work every day with such a kind & caring staff - you guys rock!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

New stuff

I haven't touched the blog in a while, so I thought I'd post some pics of new stuff over the last month...
First, I recently visited our district's new career and technology center. It is seriously amazing & I am so proud to work for a district that works to provide the best for our students! I got the chance to walk by the classrooms & see engagement in action. This is truly learning at its best! I also had to take a picture of our vision & mission that was painted on the wall. So cool!
Next up: new car. John and I replaced my Camry & this is my new Rav 4. I love it!! The second pic is John driving it home!
Not quite as exciting as the car, but I got a new hair cut too. I've been growing it out for a few months & finally decided something had to be done. So, here's the result!
Finally, the gift that secured my 'cool wife' status. John got a bass guitar for his birthday. Here it is: A couple more pics of the new bass. Of course, Lucy had to check things out.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Clean Slate

I always love the first week of school because to me it represents a clean slate - for me, for my kiddos, for the school as a whole. I love having a fresh start. Maybe that's why Lamentations 3:22-23 are 2 of my favorite verses. Anyway, I had a great first week. I feel like my kids & I just clicked from Day 1. This is my 8th year teaching & it's interesting how classes always seem to have unique personalities. Some are silly, some are tough, some are 'too cool', some just want to be loved... I don't know how to describe this class's personality yet, but here's what I do know: I LOVE my class!!!!! They are so sweet & fun, and I can't wait to get to know them better this year. I know there will be challenges & times of stress, but I'm looking forward to the shared journey with my new little family!